Tuesday, September 18, 2012 • 10:20 PM
It has been so long since i came to blog. The layout changed so much! And the fact that i totally forgotten whats my bloglink. Terrible. Im so sorry to my blogger. Had to search for my name under my friend's blog ._. Not forgetting the fact that blogger has changed so super much!
Anyways, went to do a little blog hopping and realised its not only me whom stopped blogging for a period of time. Hehh. I guess as people grow, the amount of things we have to take care of grows as well.
Ohh. Currently Im supposed to do my outline for my assignment which is due next thursday. Yes. Assignment. Can't believe I am doing my Bachelor already. I did not think I would even come this far. I've always thought I wasnt the material to study. Even trying out to apply for the local U is horribly troublesome for me. Im so lazy that even applying for a seat in NTU, I dragged my submission of application till the very last minute. All that essays and stuffs. Headache.
The fact that Im supposed to start on my assignment? It cannot be carried out now. My new microsoft words are at windows7. Currently im detoxing my windows Vista. Uninstalling all the unrelavent stuffs thats eating up my spaces. It suddenly hits me that I could just delete my Vista away and my job could be done faster but.. ohwell. Since Im already in the middle of doing it, why not?
While waiting for my things to get uninstalled.. guess what Im listening to now? Imma KPOP fanatic so yaaaa. hehehe. Recently the comebacks are making me go nuts. For example Beast, Kara, JWY, FT island, BAP, Secret. Whoots. I guess even if Kpop goes downhill in future, I will not miss out on my favourite bands and singers from Korea :]
Well till the next time I blog, Goodbye!
Thinking of creating a new blog though.
Wednesday, March 7, 2012 • 8:20 AM
everytime i come back to blogging and listening to the song.. i nver fail to have tears brimming up my eyes. whether did it really gush out or not, this feeling nver fail to go away... kinda miss you. do you know?
• 7:56 AM
its 2012!
3 mths passed already. Feels like only yesterday I demanded I wanted to spend my first minute outdoors. And that daddy was scared that i was upset with him cause he needed to rest at home. Well i didnt blame him though. I remembered it was my mother that was being unreasonable ;/ Ohwell.. I still celebrated it outdoors though. Went over to MBS area to see the spectacular 10minutes fireworks with my sister, aunt and my ahgong (: hehe. I finally had my first countdown outside! Although it was not as perfect as it is.. its still my first time in 2- years!
Just hope my stubborness will go away.. all my rushed decisions and stuffs. sighs. Just like how its said.. a leopard can never change its spots. hohoho. Good luck to me!
Everytime I come here to blog.. it only means one thing. Which is ... I am finally touching my laptop. My dear laptop. (x
Oyeah I am recently into FT Island's Hongki!! omggg! He is soooooo mesmorizing! His QQ hair, those watery eyes.. lips and the way he sings! *FAINTS* Well he also acts very gayish with my other fav, leejoon from MBLAQ and key from SHINee. omg!! all so gay and I love them all! Thinking of them makes me smilesmilesmile! Nobody can replace them in my heart (x hehehe.
Tuesday, October 11, 2011 • 7:47 AM
I just realised that theres a particular song in my blog that I havent get rid of. Its lyk I want to, but I just cant bear to. I dont know if being lazy is good or bad though. Sighs.
Sometyms I wonder why ppl act the same way. Just because they dont get what they want, they just leave. Just so sudden. Argh!! How come you ppl are lyk that?! D: It just gets me a level deeper to disappointment only. Next tym you wanna get close to me, can just tell me your motive? So that I wont expect so much, so that I wont get my mood affected, so that I wont feel that Im in the wrong. Can?? As simple as that. Thanks a lot!
I keep questioning myself about lyf and the ppl ard me. I am glad that i have my besties around (: Although they do not appear as often as always, they were there for me when I needed them. Im glad to have you ppl that are family to me. No matter related or not, yeaps. Thanks for making me feeling the warmth you ppl gave to me. Also I need to thank you. For making me learn and grow up, teaching me stuffs and letting me go through both happiness and pain.
So I guess its time to move on. Reguardless of having true or fake friends. Its my lyf. Im not gonna let anyone ruin me. Yes I must believe that I am strong enough. I must trust my heart for beating through all the ups and downs and all the nonsenses and joy. Thank you ppl sincerely for bringing me down and building me up (:
smile elaine! tmr is a brand new day.
• 7:35 AM
heyyyyy~
it has been long since i came to blog. hehe. anyways my presentation is on thurs.. 2 days later ;/ omyy. and my ppt slides are not yet ready ;/ lyk shucks! its already week6 of fyp and i guess im a super slow learner. lyk GG only! really hoping that my presentation will go well. and i need to get my machine guns ready by then. hehh ;/
gonna chiong my ppt now. hopefully something productive yeah?
JIAYOU TO ME!
Saturday, July 16, 2011 • 11:28 PM
Been seein’ to much of you lately
And you’re starting to get on my nerves.
This is exactly what happened last time and it’s not what we deserve
It’s a, it’s a waste of my time lately.
And I’m running out of words.
If it’s really meant to be than you can find a way to see----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i realise that everytym i cry its fer some v lame reasons.
probably thats me. that weirdo that is v different from others.
i enjoy pain. i laugh at things that is not meant fer laughing. i hold on to my smile even if it hurts me. swallow down everything that i dont wish to say out in order not to hurt ppl.
even crying at the wrong tym.
despite all of the funny things i do, i accept myself. im also glad that ppl actually accept me too. im glad that i have ppl to confide in. although i still keep secrets, when tym is right i will just throw it all out. sometyms i do not noe how to express my words well, i rather skip that topic. instead of making everyone blur. hehe.
im happy there are ppl who care fer me. yeaps. i noe who u are (:
dun worry bout me. im fine. hehe ^^
*big hug*
Sunday, July 10, 2011 • 9:08 AM
hello ppl! im back. ever since school started i have been feeling veryyyyyyy moody ;/ yeaps. moody. and its some type of i dunno why random reasons. ever since monday. and i have not been on tym except tues. now its a new week and i hope i can reach sch on tym -.- last week was a week gone wrong. i had a test i completely dunno cus its cher's fault. plus.. 40 mins late. zzz. and den knowing of ct results blahblah.. plus my mother's bad mood. lyk suck only. and recently de weather is killing me! dbt uhh ):
tmr is a start of a new week. i hope it will go right cus i have an assignment where de unit cannot be accessed to, lab test and teaching woon spss stuffs x,x omgg. i dunno if i am able to help her anot. yet she asked me fer help. hope everything will go in de correct directions! hais. next week.. second week of sch start. and im tired alr. HOW.
