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Tuesday, April 26, 2011 • 7:25 AM


Today is not my day.
Ever since morning, things that never happen to me happened for the v first tym! I spread nutella on my bread nicely and went to wash my knife while biting the bread in my mouth. Just when I just switch on the tap, I suddenly sneeze. Got the mucus on my bread and had to throw it away ):
Andand. Running nose suddenly came when I am in my digital media lesson. First lesson of the day uhh. Sighs. To think that theres only 1.5 packs of tissue inside my bag @.@ subsequently my flu got worst ;/
Had no mood for the whole day. Lucky my friend came to pass me water and panadol flu. And also passed me tissues! hehe. Thank you v muchies ! ^^ Although it never help much, for a period of time my flu got better. Thanks fer taking care of me yeahh ! (:
Had ssn meeting after school. Then went home. Yet I have no strength or energy to move my butt to walk home so early. Since my stomach is calling and its super hungry I decided to buy Mr Bean set to eat. This time, tragedy happen. The moment I open my wallet to pay fer the set.. I started to sneeze. Not once not twice. Super paiseh! Even the person who gave me my change told me its time to see a doctor -.- Saw PAP ppl at my house area. hahas. white ppl. eating buffet dinner! I wanted to join them cause I was wearing white too. LOL.
Found an area to sit down to finish my meal. The thing is.. when I sat down, de pancake I am holding to eat dropped on my skirt! So no choice I have to clean my skirt wit my remaining half pack of tissue ;/ at that time my daddy messaged tell me they going yt point walk. hahas! Then I know I must hurry already. So I stood up, This time, my handphone on my lap dropped on the floor. OMG. sighs. I was hoping the guy at the same sitting near me was sleeping. Cause he look like it. LOL.
When I reach home, I thought all the unlucky things have ended. Yet at this time, I held the tissue I used to clean my nose and rinse it with water. Feeling v dumb only ): andand. When I pour out soup from the pot.. my nose went sneezing again. Lucky I was quick enough to put the pot down and sneeze. If not.. GG!
Mummy boiled water and made ge geng tang fer me (: and I'm sneezing away again ;/
Hopefully tomorrow can be better. hehes.


7:25 AM


Today is not my day.
Ever since morning, things that never happen to me happened for the v first tym! I spread nutella on my bread nicely and went to wash my knife while biting the bread in my mouth. Just when I just switch on the tap, I suddenly sneeze. Got the mucus on my bread and had to throw it away ):
Andand. Running nose suddenly came when I am in my digital media lesson. First lesson of the day uhh. Sighs. To think that theres only 1.5 packs of tissue inside my bag @.@ subsequently my flu got worst ;/
Had no mood for the whole day. Lucky my friend came to pass me water and panadol flu. And also passed me tissues! hehe. Thank you v muchies ! ^^ Although it never help much, for a period of time my flu got better. Thanks fer taking care of me yeahh ! (:
Had ssn meeting after school. Then went home. Yet I have no strength or energy to move my butt to walk home so early. Since my stomach is calling and its super hungry I decided to buy Mr Bean set to eat. This time, tragedy happen. The moment I open my wallet to pay fer the set.. I started to sneeze. Not once not twice. Super paiseh! Even the person who gave me my change told me its time to see a doctor -.- Saw PAP ppl at my house area. hahas. white ppl. eating buffet dinner! I wanted to join them cause I was wearing white too. LOL.
Found an area to sit down to finish my meal. The thing is.. when I sat down, de pancake I am holding to eat dropped on my skirt! So no choice I have to clean my skirt wit my remaining half pack of tissue ;/ at that time my daddy messaged tell me they going yt point walk. hahas! Then I know I must hurry already. So I stood up, This time, my handphone on my lap dropped on the floor. OMG. sighs. I was hoping the guy at the same sitting near me was sleeping. Cause he look like it. LOL.
When I reach home, I thought all the unlucky things have ended. Yet at this time, I held the tissue I used to clean my nose and rinse it with water. Feeling v dumb only ): andand. When I pour out soup from the pot.. my nose went sneezing again. Lucky I was quick enough to put the pot down and sneeze. If not.. GG!
Mummy boiled water and made ge geng tang fer me (: and I'm sneezing away again ;/
Hopefully tomorrow can be better. hehes.


Sunday, April 10, 2011 • 1:47 AM



HELLOS!

Im uploading pictures of sakura treat at FB now (: hehes.

Today is SUNDAYYYY~! The house is so peaceful and quiet now. Parents went out early to go bai my wai-gong. While the kids all slept till late morning ;x hahas. Now theres only me at in the study room :D Just did a few things I need to achieve in the holi. I just counted my angpao money from I dunno how many years ago... and packed my study room's cupboard and part of my table. Whee~ and I think its too dusty.. my skin itched a lot ;/
Got to pack fer tomorrow's stay at school. hee. Hopefully I won't have flu x.x cus my nose is running now!! X.X
Its dinner tym. I feel like sleeping! Watery eyes .. nose.. and kinda hungry. hahahas! and freakkk... sneezing non-stop now!! wonder where we gonna dinner later ! hee.
I feel like shutting down fer the day alr. Ohgosh..

Gonna do loads of stuffs after dinner. Hopefully I am able to do them before sleep. If not tomorrow GG! ;x


Wednesday, April 6, 2011 • 10:23 AM





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Nth much happened today.. went back school fer ic meeting. Then headed to meet my sister fer lunch and haad home with a weary body. whee~ First time I went out and came back early in my holidays. whoots! Went to sleep in de afternoon. Woke up at night to noe that none of my parents realise I was sleeping soundly in my room -.- until I woke up. zzz.

After dinner I bathed and went downstairs with my family. hee. Went ntuc, hoping to just walk fer digestion. Yet my father want me to buy things. I really don't wanna buy anything to eat. In the end we end up with buying junk food. Sweets to be exact. LOL. After that went to pay bills at SAM machine. My first time pressing on the buttons with parents as guidiance. hahahahas! The woman queuing up was practically laughing behind her smile -.-

Came back home and drank sweet potato soup my mother boiled :D YUMMYYY TTM!! hehh. slurp down to the last bit (x

Hee. Tomorrow going fer final mass meeting. Whoots! marks de end of torture. teehee. whee~

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Hey gals, thanks fer comforting me. I'm not really good with words but I wanna thank you fer being here fer me(: really really! Wo you gan dong dao (: And you dun need to change into some other ppl. Just be yourselfs and I will be contented already ^^


dun worry. i will fine. I'm a strong girl yeahh? well maybe not literally ;x
hehes.
LOVE YOU GIRLS LOADLOADS (L) :D


Tuesday, April 5, 2011 • 7:20 AM





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Went out with my gor today. I was actually late o.o LOL. First time after so long. It actually feels great fer someone to be waiting fer you (:

Hmx.. went to marina square cus its the last place we went.
Well, everything was not much different though. The only difference was that it ain't you by my side now. Anyways, its like a camwhore session. Cause both of us had our cameras with us! Went to places from City Hall to Suntec than to Marina Square fer our lunch at Just Acia ;D Feel so great to be eating there. Whoots! I had many rounds of ice cream. Although it wasn't any famous ice cream, I was still satisfied to the max. Walked Marina Square and went over to convection hall. Slacked there, camwhored there, sat there. Whee~ xD

Anyways, everytime I wanna send pictures to my computer... the cable always, NEVER FAIL to play missing in action with me -.- omgg. now I have to search high and low fer it ): Well.. wherever you are now please.. I surrender okayyyy ? (: hehe.

Headed to find war memorial park. Only to realise it to be a small area with some skaters. ahhas. Took out my camera.. snapsnapsnap (x love it. Haven't been snapping recently. Although its not that good pictures, the process was enjoyable (: We sat at esplanade fer its air con and saw a couple taking wedding pictures on the ground floor. So sweet. Looking at it made me think of you again..

Soon it began to rain. While we were drinking iced barley at kopi-O. Probably they are more specialised in their coffees as de barley has not much taste in it o.o Nonetheless, I managed to slurp it down to its last bit (: I always remember what u tell me; to have more water intake.

Went home after that :D End of my outing. Hee. Came home and cooked de dishes fer dinner. My job was just to stir fry. Like fun only (Y) It is (:

Tomorrow will be heading to school in the morning. Good luck to me~! Hopefully I wont be late. And.... that will mean no need to treat bbt! JYJY TO MEEEEE~!!! ((x


Monday, April 4, 2011 • 5:48 AM



:D

Okeys. Maybe I shall just blog about my life now to forget those things fer the time being (:

Well I'm currently in holidays, waiting fer school to start. Its going to end very soon. So I was thinking of treasuring my last holidays in poly life now. Reguardless of going to school or going out or staying at home, I would pull myself out of bed every morning cause I do not want to waste my life sleeping. 2012 is approaching real soon. Who knows what might happen too ;x hehes.

Have been planning fer FMO in the last stage of my holidays. Going back to school was what happened recently. hee. Today went school to find Yazid and went to order the banner. whee~ It was located at somewhere ulu. Yet I like the working envirnment. After that went NEX. hee. bot java chips and roamed around there (x It really made me feel so relaxed without the need to bring laptop (Y) Thursday will be the final mass meeting already! Hopefully everything turns out good ;D

At home as usual, my siblings would bully me. to the core!! Yet I'm used to it already. ahhas. especially during dinner -.- chaos. roars!!

If you are reading this, I appreciate you to take your time to read my post (: From my heart. hee. THANK YOUU V MUCHH (:

PS:i won't change myself fer u if you do not lyk me to change(:


5:14 AM



I dun lyk the feeling of missing people thats why I hope you are missing me..
Yet I don't think such things will happen anymore.
Maybe you even hate me now..
How are things going at your side? I suppose everything is back to normal?
In 3 days.. the amount of things I want to tell you accumulated to mountains..
I want to tell you the things that happened in this 3 days..
About the interesting stuffs I've seen, experience I gone through. Yet you're already not there fer me to tell. I want to tell you the brilliant ice creams I've eaten, the clothes I buy and thought of wearing it fer our outings. I want to tell you funny experience I've made that I guess you will call me silly and stuffs. I really miss all of that from you..
Those bits and pieces are already choking me to say out. Yet its no use now.
I'm still trying very hard to bring myself to the fact. I don't know when I will wake up from this dream that you are no longer in my life.
Well.. pinching myself won't actually help. Maybe all I need is a slap from you to bring me back to my life.
The point is that I'm afraid of seeing you.
I'm afraid that I might just be that soft hearted to ask you to come back.. I might also remember how much I want to hold your hand and how badly I want to hug you that day.
I'm afraid to face you with a look that is easy for you to read.
I'm afraid that I would not want to leave you and ask you to come back fer me.
So the stupid me would rather let you go. Not changing a thing and letting you move on while I stay on the spot.


Sunday, April 3, 2011 • 8:33 AM





I actually thank you fer asking me fer the hug. You actually read my mind to that.
Even if we were to be back to what we actually are, that hug made me felt upset.
I'm starting to realise and come to the truth that i cant do what i want to you again. That feeling sucks to the core..
Days without messaging u actually made me feel empty. However if i started messaging you, it will feel very awkward. Its just a few days after that very day. I do not want to treat you like an enemy too. As you know, i rather have a friend than being enemies with you. I also do not cut off our relationship as friends.
Tears would brim my eyes whenever I think of you. Yet, I won't let them fall. Cause i need to be strong, I would fight them back.
Just like spilled milk that can't be consumed, I hope you would treasure your next one. Its best not to make the same mistakes as what you did to the milk. I know you can do that. Jiayous~
Seeing you walking back reluctantly.. I really hope you could come back to stop me. Yet to think again, things might not change fer the better. Instead of stabbing ourselves the second time, I saw your backview while you walk back. That slow speed that made you look like you aged a lot.. It made me feel really upset.
People that I told this to are actually blogger, my sister and one of my best mate and my gor in sch. Well, thanks fer cheering me up actually. Especially to my best mate. Bringing me to eat ice cream after that thing. She actually do not mind her outing to have me. Thanks gal!
Even though this thing isn't knowned to my parents, I can actually sense that they know what happened to me. My mother actually do not mind buying ice cream from Hagen Daz today. I actually was shocked yet happy.
Well, haven written a lot, I actually thank you fer appearing in my life. I do not regret anything. I believed I have sensed what it actually is. Thanks fer accomplishing one of my three wishes too.



Friday, April 1, 2011 • 10:25 AM




乌云遮蔽了天空
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9:57 AM


i guess once the topic is brought up, everything will be too awkward to go back to its original state. sorry i have to do so, im really troubled by it. hope u will be able to forgive me and go back to our most original state? sorry fer giving u a scar suddenly...





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