Saturday, July 16, 2011 • 11:28 PM
Been seein’ to much of you lately
And you’re starting to get on my nerves.
This is exactly what happened last time and it’s not what we deserve
It’s a, it’s a waste of my time lately.
And I’m running out of words.
If it’s really meant to be than you can find a way to see----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i realise that everytym i cry its fer some v lame reasons.
probably thats me. that weirdo that is v different from others.
i enjoy pain. i laugh at things that is not meant fer laughing. i hold on to my smile even if it hurts me. swallow down everything that i dont wish to say out in order not to hurt ppl.
even crying at the wrong tym.
despite all of the funny things i do, i accept myself. im also glad that ppl actually accept me too. im glad that i have ppl to confide in. although i still keep secrets, when tym is right i will just throw it all out. sometyms i do not noe how to express my words well, i rather skip that topic. instead of making everyone blur. hehe.
im happy there are ppl who care fer me. yeaps. i noe who u are (:
dun worry bout me. im fine. hehe ^^
*big hug*
Sunday, July 10, 2011 • 9:08 AM
hello ppl! im back. ever since school started i have been feeling veryyyyyyy moody ;/ yeaps. moody. and its some type of i dunno why random reasons. ever since monday. and i have not been on tym except tues. now its a new week and i hope i can reach sch on tym -.- last week was a week gone wrong. i had a test i completely dunno cus its cher's fault. plus.. 40 mins late. zzz. and den knowing of ct results blahblah.. plus my mother's bad mood. lyk suck only. and recently de weather is killing me! dbt uhh ):
tmr is a start of a new week. i hope it will go right cus i have an assignment where de unit cannot be accessed to, lab test and teaching woon spss stuffs x,x omgg. i dunno if i am able to help her anot. yet she asked me fer help. hope everything will go in de correct directions! hais. next week.. second week of sch start. and im tired alr. HOW.
