sweetest moments (:

2011-10-11T07:47:00.000-07:00

I just realised that theres a particular song in my blog that I havent get rid of. Its lyk I want to, but I just cant bear to. I dont know if being lazy is good or bad though. Sighs.

Sometyms I wonder why ppl act the same way. Just because they dont get what they want, they just leave. Just so sudden. Argh!! How come you ppl are lyk that?! D: It just gets me a level deeper to disappointment only. Next tym you wanna get close to me, can just tell me your motive? So that I wont expect so much, so that I wont get my mood affected, so that I wont feel that Im in the wrong. Can?? As simple as that. Thanks a lot!

I keep questioning myself about lyf and the ppl ard me. I am glad that i have my besties around (: Although they do not appear as often as always, they were there for me when I needed them. Im glad to have you ppl that are family to me. No matter related or not, yeaps. Thanks for making me feeling the warmth you ppl gave to me. Also I need to thank you. For making me learn and grow up, teaching me stuffs and letting me go through both happiness and pain.

So I guess its time to move on. Reguardless of having true or fake friends. Its my lyf. Im not gonna let anyone ruin me. Yes I must believe that I am strong enough. I must trust my heart for beating through all the ups and downs and all the nonsenses and joy. Thank you ppl sincerely for bringing me down and building me up (:

smile elaine! tmr is a brand new day.

2011-10-11T07:35:00.000-07:00

heyyyyy~

it has been long since i came to blog. hehe. anyways my presentation is on thurs.. 2 days later ;/ omyy. and my ppt slides are not yet ready ;/ lyk shucks! its already week6 of fyp and i guess im a super slow learner. lyk GG only! really hoping that my presentation will go well. and i need to get my machine guns ready by then. hehh ;/

gonna chiong my ppt now. hopefully something productive yeah?

JIAYOU TO ME!

2011-07-16T23:28:00.000-07:00

Been seein’ to much of you lately
And you’re starting to get on my nerves.
This is exactly what happened last time and it’s not what we deserve
It’s a, it’s a waste of my time lately.
And I’m running out of words.
If it’s really meant to be than you can find a way to see

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i realise that everytym i cry its fer some v lame reasons.

probably thats me. that weirdo that is v different from others.

i enjoy pain. i laugh at things that is not meant fer laughing. i hold on to my smile even if it hurts me. swallow down everything that i dont wish to say out in order not to hurt ppl.

even crying at the wrong tym.

despite all of the funny things i do, i accept myself. im also glad that ppl actually accept me too. im glad that i have ppl to confide in. although i still keep secrets, when tym is right i will just throw it all out. sometyms i do not noe how to express my words well, i rather skip that topic. instead of making everyone blur. hehe.

im happy there are ppl who care fer me. yeaps. i noe who u are (:

dun worry bout me. im fine. hehe ^^

*big hug*

2011-07-10T09:08:00.001-07:00

hello ppl! im back. ever since school started i have been feeling veryyyyyyy moody ;/ yeaps. moody. and its some type of i dunno why random reasons. ever since monday. and i have not been on tym except tues. now its a new week and i hope i can reach sch on tym -.- last week was a week gone wrong. i had a test i completely dunno cus its cher's fault. plus.. 40 mins late. zzz. and den knowing of ct results blahblah.. plus my mother's bad mood. lyk suck only. and recently de weather is killing me! dbt uhh ):

tmr is a start of a new week. i hope it will go right cus i have an assignment where de unit cannot be accessed to, lab test and teaching woon spss stuffs x,x omgg. i dunno if i am able to help her anot. yet she asked me fer help. hope everything will go in de correct directions! hais. next week.. second week of sch start. and im tired alr. HOW.

2011-06-18T12:55:00.000-07:00

Maybe I should not think so much and continue in lyf.

Instead of quitting fb, maybe I will try to not be affected by what you typed there.

Whatever it is, you won't see me cry. You will definately see me getting stronger on the inside.

2011-05-17T10:10:00.000-07:00

i think without you, im crazy.

is that supposed to be good or bad?

i think without you, im starting to avoid fb.

is that supposed to be good or bad?

however.. knowing myself i think its normal.

cus i started as an abnormal girl afterall.

so it does not bother me much.

maybe the thing i need now is just to grow up (:

2011-05-16T08:20:00.000-07:00

im feeling empty suddenly.

its a combination of hungry, tired and maybe something else?

2011-04-26T07:25:00.001-07:00

Today is not my day.

Ever since morning, things that never happen to me happened for the v first tym! I spread nutella on my bread nicely and went to wash my knife while biting the bread in my mouth. Just when I just switch on the tap, I suddenly sneeze. Got the mucus on my bread and had to throw it away ):

Andand. Running nose suddenly came when I am in my digital media lesson. First lesson of the day uhh. Sighs. To think that theres only 1.5 packs of tissue inside my bag @.@ subsequently my flu got worst ;/

Had no mood for the whole day. Lucky my friend came to pass me water and panadol flu. And also passed me tissues! hehe. Thank you v muchies ! ^^ Although it never help much, for a period of time my flu got better. Thanks fer taking care of me yeahh ! (:

Had ssn meeting after school. Then went home. Yet I have no strength or energy to move my butt to walk home so early. Since my stomach is calling and its super hungry I decided to buy Mr Bean set to eat. This time, tragedy happen. The moment I open my wallet to pay fer the set.. I started to sneeze. Not once not twice. Super paiseh! Even the person who gave me my change told me its time to see a doctor -.- Saw PAP ppl at my house area. hahas. white ppl. eating buffet dinner! I wanted to join them cause I was wearing white too. LOL.

Found an area to sit down to finish my meal. The thing is.. when I sat down, de pancake I am holding to eat dropped on my skirt! So no choice I have to clean my skirt wit my remaining half pack of tissue ;/ at that time my daddy messaged tell me they going yt point walk. hahas! Then I know I must hurry already. So I stood up, This time, my handphone on my lap dropped on the floor. OMG. sighs. I was hoping the guy at the same sitting near me was sleeping. Cause he look like it. LOL.

When I reach home, I thought all the unlucky things have ended. Yet at this time, I held the tissue I used to clean my nose and rinse it with water. Feeling v dumb only ): andand. When I pour out soup from the pot.. my nose went sneezing again. Lucky I was quick enough to put the pot down and sneeze. If not.. GG!

Mummy boiled water and made ge geng tang fer me (: and I'm sneezing away again ;/

Hopefully tomorrow can be better. hehes.

2011-04-26T07:25:00.000-07:00

Today is not my day.

Mummy boiled water and made ge geng tang fer me (: and I'm sneezing away again ;/

Hopefully tomorrow can be better. hehes.

2011-04-10T01:47:00.000-07:00

HELLOS!

Im uploading pictures of sakura treat at FB now (: hehes.

Today is SUNDAYYYY~! The house is so peaceful and quiet now. Parents went out early to go bai my wai-gong. While the kids all slept till late morning ;x hahas. Now theres only me at in the study room :D Just did a few things I need to achieve in the holi. I just counted my angpao money from I dunno how many years ago... and packed my study room's cupboard and part of my table. Whee~ and I think its too dusty.. my skin itched a lot ;/

Got to pack fer tomorrow's stay at school. hee. Hopefully I won't have flu x.x cus my nose is running now!! X.X

Its dinner tym. I feel like sleeping! Watery eyes .. nose.. and kinda hungry. hahahas! and freakkk... sneezing non-stop now!! wonder where we gonna dinner later ! hee.

I feel like shutting down fer the day alr. Ohgosh..

Gonna do loads of stuffs after dinner. Hopefully I am able to do them before sleep. If not tomorrow GG! ;x

2011-04-06T10:23:00.000-07:00

060411

Nth much happened today.. went back school fer ic meeting. Then headed to meet my sister fer lunch and haad home with a weary body. whee~ First time I went out and came back early in my holidays. whoots! Went to sleep in de afternoon. Woke up at night to noe that none of my parents realise I was sleeping soundly in my room -.- until I woke up. zzz.

After dinner I bathed and went downstairs with my family. hee. Went ntuc, hoping to just walk fer digestion. Yet my father want me to buy things. I really don't wanna buy anything to eat. In the end we end up with buying junk food. Sweets to be exact. LOL. After that went to pay bills at SAM machine. My first time pressing on the buttons with parents as guidiance. hahahahas! The woman queuing up was practically laughing behind her smile -.-

Came back home and drank sweet potato soup my mother boiled :D YUMMYYY TTM!! hehh. slurp down to the last bit (x

Hee. Tomorrow going fer final mass meeting. Whoots! marks de end of torture. teehee. whee~

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Hey gals, thanks fer comforting me. I'm not really good with words but I wanna thank you fer being here fer me(: really really! Wo you gan dong dao (: And you dun need to change into some other ppl. Just be yourselfs and I will be contented already ^^

dun worry. i will fine. I'm a strong girl yeahh? well maybe not literally ;x

hehes.

LOVE YOU GIRLS LOADLOADS (L) :D

2011-04-05T07:20:00.000-07:00

050411

Went out with my gor today. I was actually late o.o LOL. First time after so long. It actually feels great fer someone to be waiting fer you (:

Hmx.. went to marina square cus its the last place we went.

Well, everything was not much different though. The only difference was that it ain't you by my side now. Anyways, its like a camwhore session. Cause both of us had our cameras with us! Went to places from City Hall to Suntec than to Marina Square fer our lunch at Just Acia ;D Feel so great to be eating there. Whoots! I had many rounds of ice cream. Although it wasn't any famous ice cream, I was still satisfied to the max. Walked Marina Square and went over to convection hall. Slacked there, camwhored there, sat there. Whee~ xD

Anyways, everytime I wanna send pictures to my computer... the cable always, NEVER FAIL to play missing in action with me -.- omgg. now I have to search high and low fer it ): Well.. wherever you are now please.. I surrender okayyyy ? (: hehe.

Headed to find war memorial park. Only to realise it to be a small area with some skaters. ahhas. Took out my camera.. snapsnapsnap (x love it. Haven't been snapping recently. Although its not that good pictures, the process was enjoyable (: We sat at esplanade fer its air con and saw a couple taking wedding pictures on the ground floor. So sweet. Looking at it made me think of you again..

Soon it began to rain. While we were drinking iced barley at kopi-O. Probably they are more specialised in their coffees as de barley has not much taste in it o.o Nonetheless, I managed to slurp it down to its last bit (: I always remember what u tell me; to have more water intake.

Went home after that :D End of my outing. Hee. Came home and cooked de dishes fer dinner. My job was just to stir fry. Like fun only (Y) It is (:

Tomorrow will be heading to school in the morning. Good luck to me~! Hopefully I wont be late. And.... that will mean no need to treat bbt! JYJY TO MEEEEE~!!! ((x

2011-04-04T05:48:00.000-07:00

Okeys. Maybe I shall just blog about my life now to forget those things fer the time being (:

Well I'm currently in holidays, waiting fer school to start. Its going to end very soon. So I was thinking of treasuring my last holidays in poly life now. Reguardless of going to school or going out or staying at home, I would pull myself out of bed every morning cause I do not want to waste my life sleeping. 2012 is approaching real soon. Who knows what might happen too ;x hehes.

Have been planning fer FMO in the last stage of my holidays. Going back to school was what happened recently. hee. Today went school to find Yazid and went to order the banner. whee~ It was located at somewhere ulu. Yet I like the working envirnment. After that went NEX. hee. bot java chips and roamed around there (x It really made me feel so relaxed without the need to bring laptop (Y) Thursday will be the final mass meeting already! Hopefully everything turns out good ;D

At home as usual, my siblings would bully me. to the core!! Yet I'm used to it already. ahhas. especially during dinner -.- chaos. roars!!

If you are reading this, I appreciate you to take your time to read my post (: From my heart. hee. THANK YOUU V MUCHH (:

PS:i won't change myself fer u if you do not lyk me to change(:

040411

2011-04-04T05:14:00.001-07:00

I dun lyk the feeling of missing people thats why I hope you are missing me..

Yet I don't think such things will happen anymore.

Maybe you even hate me now..

How are things going at your side? I suppose everything is back to normal?

In 3 days.. the amount of things I want to tell you accumulated to mountains..

I want to tell you the things that happened in this 3 days..

About the interesting stuffs I've seen, experience I gone through. Yet you're already not there fer me to tell. I want to tell you the brilliant ice creams I've eaten, the clothes I buy and thought of wearing it fer our outings. I want to tell you funny experience I've made that I guess you will call me silly and stuffs. I really miss all of that from you..

Those bits and pieces are already choking me to say out. Yet its no use now.

I'm still trying very hard to bring myself to the fact. I don't know when I will wake up from this dream that you are no longer in my life.

Well.. pinching myself won't actually help. Maybe all I need is a slap from you to bring me back to my life.

The point is that I'm afraid of seeing you.

I'm afraid that I might just be that soft hearted to ask you to come back.. I might also remember how much I want to hold your hand and how badly I want to hug you that day.

I'm afraid to face you with a look that is easy for you to read.

I'm afraid that I would not want to leave you and ask you to come back fer me.

So the stupid me would rather let you go. Not changing a thing and letting you move on while I stay on the spot.

2011-04-03T08:33:00.000-07:00

I actually thank you fer asking me fer the hug. You actually read my mind to that.

Even if we were to be back to what we actually are, that hug made me felt upset.

I'm starting to realise and come to the truth that i cant do what i want to you again. That feeling sucks to the core..

Days without messaging u actually made me feel empty. However if i started messaging you, it will feel very awkward. Its just a few days after that very day. I do not want to treat you like an enemy too. As you know, i rather have a friend than being enemies with you. I also do not cut off our relationship as friends.

Tears would brim my eyes whenever I think of you. Yet, I won't let them fall. Cause i need to be strong, I would fight them back.

Just like spilled milk that can't be consumed, I hope you would treasure your next one. Its best not to make the same mistakes as what you did to the milk. I know you can do that. Jiayous~

Seeing you walking back reluctantly.. I really hope you could come back to stop me. Yet to think again, things might not change fer the better. Instead of stabbing ourselves the second time, I saw your backview while you walk back. That slow speed that made you look like you aged a lot.. It made me feel really upset.

People that I told this to are actually blogger, my sister and one of my best mate and my gor in sch. Well, thanks fer cheering me up actually. Especially to my best mate. Bringing me to eat ice cream after that thing. She actually do not mind her outing to have me. Thanks gal!

Even though this thing isn't knowned to my parents, I can actually sense that they know what happened to me. My mother actually do not mind buying ice cream from Hagen Daz today. I actually was shocked yet happy.

Well, haven written a lot, I actually thank you fer appearing in my life. I do not regret anything. I believed I have sensed what it actually is. Thanks fer accomplishing one of my three wishes too.

2011-04-01T10:25:00.000-07:00

乌云遮蔽了天空窗外又是阴雨时候伞下的恋人中 不再有你我手牵手 一切过了太久我们的十字路口下一站是谁在等候你我的方向盘却向着相反的彼岸终点还是分开 告别你我离开之后这回忆可以保留当初那美好的感动 你说你记住了不为彼此难过过各自的生活 oh baby 你答应我的我都记得 但是你却忘了你的承诺不是说好彼此都不再联络谁都别再犯错是我的固执让你难过但是分手却也无法选择 我走了以后你要好好生活 不要想我也别再哭了 我们的十字路口下一站是谁在等候你我的方向盘却向着相反的彼岸终点还是分开 告别你我离开之后这回忆可以保留当初那美好的感动 你说你记住了不为彼此难过过各自的生活 oh baby 你答应我的我都记得 但是你却忘了你的承诺不是说好彼此都不再联络谁都别再犯错是我的固执让你难过但是分手却也无法选择 我走了以后你要好好生活不要想我 也别再 你答应我的我都记得 但是你却忘了你的承诺不是说好彼此都不再联络谁都别再犯错是我的固执让你难过但是分手却也无法选择 我走了以后你要好好生活不要想我也别再哭了

2011-04-01T09:57:00.000-07:00

i guess once the topic is brought up, everything will be too awkward to go back to its original state. sorry i have to do so, im really troubled by it. hope u will be able to forgive me and go back to our most original state? sorry fer giving u a scar suddenly...

2011-03-30T11:15:00.001-07:00

its killing me inside..

2011-03-30T11:06:00.000-07:00

i realised that no matter how hard i try, we always have no tym fer each other.

i realised that even if i told them the truth, the outcome might just be the same.

i realised that even if i reverse the tym, u would stick to ur old thinking.

i realise that maybe what we went into was a rush decision?

i really wanna give up. but when i see an example of the ppl we noe.. the whole thing is just crashing onto what i wanna tell u.

i need the courage and bravery to do so. but i realise i just cant help myself..

a little talk is what i need to confront myself to continue..

2011-02-28T22:43:00.001-08:00

我爱上的是他笑起来的迷幻
我爱上的是他比我还逞强
我爱上的是他瞳孔里的太阳
我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡

hey blog! belated happy new year to youu~! :D sorry fer not updating you and visiting you. have been busy wit school projs, reports, common tests and exams. i did not want to touch my laptop at all. it all gives me the stress at that tym. so now, im finally doing some updating :D

anyways, lyf has been rather busy ever since de start of 2011. this rabbit year has a all gone wrong start. my eyebags and dark panda eyes are worse den ever. i remember i went down with sore throat and major flu on the third day of cny'11. after that v day, i finally recovered some of my beauty slp. oyeahh! feeling lyk a major pig now. =/ goshh!

anyways, have not been meeting up with my gals. miss them loads D: need do catching ups le (= before all of us gets busy agn..

2011-01-17T08:57:00.000-08:00

nexus camp is finally over! now to concentrate on de upcoming submission of assignments, projects and report. yayy. although i feel zombie now, its actually worth it. i really enjoyed de camp (x hehe. tired nights, and hard work all paid off.

also i met this 2 guys in de camp. both v buddy. although in diff grps. hahas. and i specially wanna say tat this 2 are de more memorable ones cus they bully me! tsk D: and i forgot to grab hold of their fb acct cus one of de guy injured his toes and need to go hme. his big toe flesh are alr coming out =/ omgg. come to think of it de scene was actually bloody. he is really bleeding profusely and feeling giddy. i felt a little giddy when my friends were helping him clean up de wound too =x but lucky i was alright. if not i will feel v useless =/ de same guy who got injured actually broke my hairband too -.- LOL. and i almost had an extra 50 bucks cus i forgot return him. LOL. lucky i returned. if not i dunno how to contact him after that x.x and i will feel guilty fer taking ppl money without returning.

anyways, back to sch is really a tired thing. today is de first day after camp day and alr im zombified. i cant seem to catch up with wad lecturers are talking about. wads worst is that ct2 and exams are alr around the corner. not forgetting cny too (: but seriously not in de mood fer cny cus all my papers are near to cny's date. arghhh! why must poly be lyk tat? its alr my second year complaining T.T

jyjyjyjy! elaine can do it de. believe in urself! (:

2011-01-04T07:59:00.000-08:00

我一路上跌跌撞撞
卻找不回擁抱的形狀

i cant seem to change my blogskin now.

omyy.

wads de problem here?

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anyways, its alr the 2nd day at sch. tmr will be my third. its extremely stressful. pimples are popping out on my forehead ): this week is gonna be packed packed packed. thanks to poly we are supposed to go school on monday. where most of the people are still trying to rest more on that day. adding on to the stress is SEG. roars!

tmr will be the third day of sch and we are going to get back our math results. omggg. okay. speaking of it makes me afraid. i hope i can get a good grade. *cross fingers*

currently fedup wit blogger's template =/ i dunno wads de problem wit blogskin codes too.. ok. even when i study coding. it still sucks anyway. so... i will solve it agn when i am free (:

whee~

gtg alr. my eyes have been itching fer a period of tym. might be a sign to tell me to visit dreamland le. nights world! ^^

2010-12-19T04:14:00.000-08:00

i realise i havent been posting fer lyk 2322269960794years? ehh. nice one. cus i realise de last tym i posted was when sch reopen? LOL.

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its my xmas holidays now xD and i will go on de aeroplane in lyk... 12 hrs? hee. actually its less than tat. but i will sure be at airport waiting to board plane. whee~ last tym i sat de plane was sec4. hee. immediately after my O lvl de day. LOLS. but this tym leaving spore fer trip is de first tym without family. im going there wit my school ppl ((: really SEXCITED! whoots!

really gonna miss all de food here. especially home-cooked food! omgggg D: im gonna taste de real kimchi though (x SO KEWL. andand! i think i will be homesick =/ sharks.

im gonna miss my family. de ppl i see everyday. without them in korea, i dunno how it feels lyk. seems fun but its lyk something is empty =/ gonna miss them loads! especially my sistaaa. we spend every night and day tgt lyk nobody's business. come back im gonna watch de sunrise wit u ;D LOVE YOU ALL :D(L)

im gonna miss keby. de best girlfs i ever met! :D without them to chat with, i dunno how my lyf will be over at korea. my best mates and buddies ever since sec sch. de insane group which i can put my heart and soul to tell them anything and everything (x also to yunn, bon voyage too! we will be so near yet so far =x and to kk, yunn and biyu, super miss u all! we are so far and so far! D: come back we will meet up wit each other and do our catching up! :D LOVE YOU GIRLFS :D (L)

im gonna miss ppl at school. especially my adorable and pretty gals! and we will meet up after i come back. reguardless fer sch proj or just plain shopping ;D hee. de crazy ppl who always make me smile when i emo at sch xD well, most of de tym laa. LOVE YOU GALS (: also seg ppl. de crazy yet hardworking bunch of ppl ard. LOL. will miss u all dee! ;D (L)

last but not least, im also gonna miss everyone that misses me. reguardless of you you or you. well. especially u okay! dun tink i forgot u. hee(: will miss you alot alot. as many as how u miss me (: well. if you miss me just msg. although i am not able to reply but at least in my heart i noe that theres someone thinking of me while im overseas? hee. LOVE YOU LOADS :D (L)

with many loves,

Elaine (=

2010-10-22T10:26:00.000-07:00

ROARS. long tym nvr blog alr. hahahas.

first week of sch has alr gone by. and my remarks fer it is.. hope next few weeks get better. and hopefully i dun zomb agn =x ops. have been a zombb fer 1 week alr. still not used to it =x slacking in lessons. blahhhh~.

anyways im off to do my designs. at 2am on a sat early morning. tmr gonna go fer my neighbour's wedd buffet. abit reluctant to go due to some reasons =x ops. hopefully i can wake up!

sch tym is puasa tym!

2010-10-08T10:52:00.001-07:00

conclusion: i wanna play theme park badlyyyy )):

when can singapore's USS rides be all available? i wanna visit u soon! (:

hopefully =x

2010-10-03T01:44:00.000-07:00

zzzz.its my holi and u are irritating me ttm!!

how i wish i can just plug in my earpiece at hme.

even wad im doing also can be used to start something from ur mouth-.-

arghh~!

2010-09-30T09:12:00.000-07:00

awwww.de above is so sweeeeet~ ((:

but it might hurt too =x

hehes. today is KID DAYYYY :D

and i realise this holi i keep going to sing xD

and i loveeeeeeee it loads! wheeeee~

but i havent go singing wit my sweetheart yet ):

must book her le. she super busy now =x

HAHAS (x

okkk. imma go slp now. need to take care of myself plus get rid of eyebags! hehes.

NIGHTS!

2010-09-29T09:36:00.000-07:00

well i noe not all ppl lyk me. but i am trying v hard to mix wit u ppl alr. i dun understand why u hate me when u dun even noe me. or even when i dun even noe u? lols.

its such a joke-.- anyways, words tat comes out from other ppl's mouth are simply words that do not have a hardcore evidence behind it. its up to u to believe it or not(:

follow ur heart and lead de way to ur own future-

u do not want to regret this. trust me.

2010-09-28T23:32:00.000-07:00

ROAR. this comp is lagging lyk mad. all cus my mummy is loading shows -.-

i still remember last tym when my bro is loading his shows she was scolding lyk mad. zzz =/ and right now shes coughing and sneezing lyk mad!! omg x.x

seems lyk my holi is fun (: but fun is also equals to spending spending spending and nvr coming receiving. sighs. i need to plan fer event soon. NEXUS! and i dunno wad its abt =/ i hope publicity will survive well under me. hehes. im gonna do my best and swipe off tat gonggong brain of mine(: hopefully..

and i really really pray hard/cross fingers tat i do not fall sick. at hme its lyk all sick ppl =/ i hate falling ill ): so imma drink LOADS of water. its good fer both my health and body and skin ^^ yayyy~!

yesterday went out fer mid-autumn festival wit keby :D wheeee~ v long since we all come tgt to play after chalet :DD pics are all in FB! hehes. and i realise i have loads of pictures yet to be loaded =/ got de feeling it wont go in FB due to my laziness =x ops.

ohwell, somethings are meant to be kept in de heart ((:

2010-09-27T09:04:00.000-07:00

SURPRISING DAY! whoots.

yayyyys! l.o.v.e today loads :D

good things are meant to be shared(:

2010-09-19T10:51:00.000-07:00

i have nth to post (:

i just love to eat mooncakes! hehes ^^

2010-09-14T05:18:00.000-07:00

well it seem lyk i nvr really have a good post for a long tym. hahahas. will make it happen when i have de mood yea? yayy~! finally keby is having chalet agn! this tym not at some ulu ulu places lyk sembawang -.- WHEE! good improvement (Y)

pictures after chalet :D and i realise actually i kidnapped alot of photos cus at tat tym where i wan transfer pictures, i cant find my camera wire-.- after i found it, i simply have no mood to post it up =x

2010-09-12T10:38:00.000-07:00

youarethebestthing,itsnvrbeenmine):

try pinching me, i dun wanna dream anymore...

2010-08-17T23:24:00.000-07:00

who don't have wounds before? internally externally.. bleahs ): some just can't see from de outside. even if they hide it, they still will feel it within.

2010-08-12T10:15:00.000-07:00

i dunno why im here agn. just feeling an undescribable feeling which words cant explain..

well i just need u to understand tat everyone's got a past. no matter how preety or ugly ur past is, its actually over.so look at it lyk its a beautiful memory. just look into the far future that will arrive anytime and u will soon be there(: u might not understand but im telling u waiting fer de future to arrive actually sucks. de tym u have to endure is actually long and painful. but de result u get actually delights u. it makes u feel worthwhile to wait fer it (:

hahahas. JIAYOU!

2010-08-12T06:56:00.000-07:00

im so sorry but i love u(:

gorgor say my korean cmi )): sighs. need to brush it up alr. i wanna wanna wanna learn korean!! haahhaas!

guess wad? i rather learn pink panther language! hehehes!

dalang. dalang, dalang dalang dalang dalang dalang~~~ dada- dalang! wheee!!

i think im crazayyy =x wheewhootwheet! today, i woke up on de wrong side of bed.hohoho!

tmr going sch. after tat going out. YAYYY! finally. but my concession ended ): i concluded to buy it a few weeks later where im going back fer exams. sighs. de thot of exams are really wet blanket to my holidays ): but nvrm. need to GAMBATEKK~! not gonna say hello to any modules tats gonna be tested though(: everyone can do it!

JIAYOU! =D

2010-08-10T06:58:00.000-07:00

sighs. everyone go camp alr ): i am supposed to be there!! ohgosh. why is this happening to me?? if i were a normal average gal wit no sickness or wadsoever.. i will be enjoying myself in camp now ): vsick of this lyf le. i feel so shag..

anyways.. i guess i will go into packing up of stuffs tmr. today its gonna be relaxxx~ i wanna have an exercise day too. i feel my fats accumulating inside me alr =/

i wanna watch fireworks so badly ): bleahs! butbut.. YOG was a blast! omggg. MONSTERS cheerleading is wad i love most (Y)

ok.. nth much to say. i guess i will just go emo :D

tatas!

waddouactuallymean?iguessuwillneedtoelaborateferme.imsorryferbeingslow.maybeiguessedurmeaning,maybenot?justteachmeandimightgoalong.thanks.butimightnotnoehowtohandleurquestion..

2010-08-04T09:32:00.001-07:00

some things tat are not meant to be... just aint meant to be.

RAWRS!! i wan do my ct agn): omg! cham sia. diediedie~ anyways, funny thing happened on me. i was happily bursting balloons when i noticed my hand bleeding-.- real weird. i still have no idea how i got hurt =/ LOLS. anyways, NDC was great. omly dat im stuck at de booth and i cant move ard ): i have to look at de comp lyk it seduced me to do so =x hahas! JYJYJY!

2010-07-27T09:13:00.000-07:00

i am craving fer outings!! wit anyone also can. anywhere. but not anytym =/ ops. its hard fer everyone to accomodate to a day.. sighs. hope we can really go out tgt!!and anyone wan yue me also? sorry but u will need to accomodate to my tym =x hee.

sch is getting more and more busy... i really hope it will ease out. as wad someone tell me, if year2 isnt tough, its not year2. yaaa.. true. cham! year3? ehh. )):

sighs. im waiting fer some miracles to POOF stress away.whee~~ well im waiting fer a hopeless wish to come true. RAWR

stranger,whencaniseeuagn?

2010-07-26T08:25:00.000-07:00

ROARS~! OOP once agn.. killed me-.-

IM GONNA DIEEE~~~~ reminds me of agnes. hahahas!

anyways.. its really GG. now it feels lyk 3 am in de morning right now when its not yet de tym. really wanna fall aslp le ): GAMBATEHH ELAINE! i hope u dun go back to de emo gal u used to be =/

2010-07-19T09:41:00.000-07:00

from today on, everyday will be ur birthday. make a wish and i hope it comes true :D
its actually a matter if i wanna hide it. and for ur info, hiding is easy fer me (:

2010-07-18T06:16:00.000-07:00

im suddenly having mixed feelings ): and i dun lyk it. this feeling V long nvr come le. now its lyk rushing towards me. sobbs. how to cope?? andand! my emo side appeared agn. howww??? out of a sudden a lot of things are making me emo. it feels so yucky. I WANNA BE HAPPY! why cant i feel happiness? that smile i used to have seems to disappear. the things i kept telling ppl to do.. i cant seem to apply those on me )): i dunno wad i can do now..

i feel sick. i wanna recover. GAHH!

everytym i listen to emo songs i start to think. i think a lot. i think abt stupid things. i think abt emo things. i think abt things that can nvr happen. roars! i cant seem to spend tym properly this few days. i feel super fake D:

wheres the medicine i need? i really wan to stop de feeling that sucks)x

2010-07-14T08:13:00.000-07:00

AGNES IS JUST OH-SO-CUTE~!! :D

things just dont go ur way sometyms. its ROARS just cus u cant go in the direction u wanna go. i havent when shopping in 185694542136 years alr ): sighs. miss taking my tym to touch things in stores :/ ops. i love window shopping!! omg. i wonder when i can fufil my wish =x

&& im sorry if i cant go according to plans. its just the event may fall on de wrong tyming. i will try to make outings possible if possible. PINKY PROMISE !

Does this count as annoying??? =D

2010-07-13T07:47:00.000-07:00

well u are seriously a sickening sticky insect. irritating to the core. can u stop sticking over? betrayal only(: dunno if u are acting or really have a low level of IQ/EQ. wadever. whoots! well i havent ranted enuff. but i decided not to think abt U fer de tym being. dun wan let u affect my mood ar. alr v moody le.

anyways, above was a rant abt the only person tat can make me feel this way =) dun bother reading it ar ^^ today was shoot-o last day to sign up. was slacking over there listening to carolyn's rant. hahahas! relax gal. i tink de whole south canteen can hear u alr =x then went eat my bread. and buy bbt!! and tadaa~ its my lunch :D and it lasted all de way till dinner (: tmr gonna do so agn. whoots!

i love wad cher's saying :D whoots! SO TRUE LAAAAA (Y)

2010-07-09T11:29:00.000-07:00

DALANG DALANG. DALANG DALANG DALANG DALANG DALANG~~~ DADA-DALANG!

its a friday and im supposed to slp early. yet im still camping in front of de comp now x.x anyways, internet dun always go ur way. some things u need urgently.. u cant find it. yet they gave u rubbish answers. other days, when u dun wanna do serious work, they provide u wit formal results-.- total spoil of mood. yet, its usually good. cus u learn and gain knowledge :D at the wrong tym.

i dunno why i seem to talk logic. its not me =x LOLS! anyways i wanna buy socks!! de type tat is lower den ankle socks. hehe. means i got more socks to wash-.- ops. im alone outside =s after yesterday's incident.. abit frightened la =/ hope i can slp well till tmr!! whoots! :D

anyways.. CTK is a super super SUPER fussy guy. i dun lyk him AT ALL ^^ hee. i wonder if ppl got go da xiao ren on him before not =x ok. shld nt be bad. maybe he shld change-.- not us (:

WHOOTS! im officially sot. need relax. since i need to slp. NIGHTS :D

2010-07-08T09:04:00.000-07:00

im an average girl in this beautiful world -

2010-07-06T10:37:00.000-07:00

why do u look so familiar? lyk i known u in my previous lyf. were we once once friends? were we classmates, schoolmates, kindergarden-mates, nursery-mates? that look of urs really dont feel stranger. i kept thinking if we were supposed to know each other.. or.. just pure strangers. omg. long tym since i thought of this type of things.. anyways, thanks fer letting me ponder(: i appreciate it even if we are strangers.

whoots! today went jalan bahar eat. actually. i dunno where isit-.- just sat there and tadahhh! REACH XD ate chicken rice. de chicken shrank. still a recognised stall.. maybe donkey years ago =x bot things at sheng shiong chao shi and went hme.whoots! shuang! :D

oop is so so so SO irritating. DUNNO HOW DO )): andand. i can become zombie liao. ending of sem is really really so stressful ): i dun lykk!!! omg. next tym go work worst! WORK OT~!

sharks )x

2010-07-04T06:44:00.000-07:00

zzzz.. u are acting up agn )):

how can i stop ur prob from surfacing???? someone teach me? im getting more and more irritated!! ROARS! D:

OH PLSSS DUN FLARE UPP

sch tmr!!! i wonder wad tym shld i wake up =x

so many things to hand in next wk. and guess wad? i dun think i really done anything -.- i need helppp~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-02T07:10:00.000-07:00

this wk finally passeddddd (: my first phrase of torture is finally overrrr~~ second phrase will be de result part. sighs. JYJYJY to everyone in de results. i played a GG in de papers ): (N)

need chiong projects. presentation everything next wk. OMGGGGG x.x my brain is dehydrated.

i dunno why i got so little to say. hahas. oyea.. walked in de rain this few days. de feeling was shiok (Y) andand. LOK & DIP was so nice today!! hee. cus of de freaking cold and lovely weather (X wheee~~~

BLANKintheHEAD-whenwillyouappear?

2010-06-28T09:45:00.000-07:00

well in fact i shld be slping now. i feel so guilty )):

sighs. if only "if only" nvr exist.. i tink i will be different?

if only i did well..

if only i told..

if only i cherished..

if only blahblahblah.

...

2010-06-26T07:25:00.000-07:00

do u see my poor hair?? it fell off by itself ): RIP my precious hair. MISSYA!

hahahahahahhaha! just cut my hair. i realise no matter how i cut my fringe, i never fail to look lyk a toottoot! omg ): summore just now parents came back wit tutu :D my favvvv!! whoots!! i made achievement ^^ i washed my HK shoes!! whoots! was in de mood to wash it. yayyyy~ finally (Y)

studyyyyyy~ today, i started studying at 1041PM. which is somehow now? sighs. prepare to be zombie alr =x tmr must confirm go chiong!! if not GG =// i wan pass ):

JYJYJYJY~! HWAITING (Y)

atthispointintymidunwannathinkaboutstupidstuffs.iwannafocusthentinkofit.

2010-06-24T07:44:00.000-07:00

omgomgomg. holidays are ending )): ok. or maybe no. it haven start =x hahas. was busybusybusy. the daily routine of going out wit my besties every holi really did not work out well this 2 weeks. our tym clashes. sighs. sorry. its somehow my fault. tmr is alr fri. then 3 days later im gonna face the music. my so not prepared CT are coming to visit ): hope i do well.. somehow i have no mood to study. theories and formulas are just entering my head and exiting lyk its kicked out of it.

im gonna do my best in writing wadever i noe. even if its rubbish =x

JYJYJYJY!!

2010-06-17T07:19:00.000-07:00

if you are stressed fer anything, bang ur head in de circle ^^

but dun bang so hard tat ur comp screen cracks -,-

ct is coming!! guess wad? i dunno a single thing. how great. hahas. i wanna pick up de papers soon!! omg. i dun wan fail ar x.x howhowhow??? dead.

i guess i have to bang my head le -.-

lyf can be hard sometyms. live it well, cus theres no second chances.

2010-06-13T09:34:00.000-07:00

holidays started? hms.. we'll see abt it =/

my leg.. pls get well soon!

2010-06-10T10:02:00.000-07:00

im just a small human living in tiny Singapore.

ELITES was so fun yet tiring. water games were (Y) jumping jets were x.x
i wan more holi!! and in de holi got more camps!! xD
this will be so fun~
dunnid worry bout sch. just enjoy ourselves can alr (:

i wan a big break now ):

2010-06-07T10:37:00.000-07:00

hehehe! wad i guessed was actually TRUE :D
okkks. i guess i v random. nights!

2010-06-01T02:36:00.000-07:00

in class now. zzzzzz~

2010-05-31T06:29:00.000-07:00

all the things u said, all the things u said, are all running through my head. i just cant figure it out. maybe i shld just leave it all aside. i dun wanna listen to another fish word (:

well. maybe its really over. the outcome i initially wanted ^^ sighs. how i wish i can turn back de clock. i really need to pick up de book to study!! x.x

i wonder when will it heal ):

2010-05-30T06:30:00.000-07:00

lalalalas~~~ 3 days of weekend and i used it ttm. also, the weather was SUCH A HEADACHEEE!zzzz.

fri went to walk from harborfront to ... ok. i kinda forgotten where =/ but i will post de pics in fb soon ((:

sat went grandpa hse. father did de cooking. and i tink i waited too long fer dinner. i had stomachache )x beared wit it. aunt gave me bao ji wan to eat. miraculously, i held on to de pain and consumed one ice cream cone and potato chips in no tym. hahas! (Y)

today went to my grandma hse. hmmms. still ok la. went fer dinner. whee~ and sis lost her phone in de cab. tsktsktsk. partially, it became my fault -.- this incident reminded me of how i lost my phone back in sec2. i really really really REALLY hope de person who use de phone will choke on wadever he/she consume, fall down while taking de stairs, get into car accident, get struck by lightning!!! and many more (: im being v kind alr ^^

uwillnotnoethereasonwhyilovetobealone..

2010-05-30T00:21:00.000-07:00

im suspecting something (((:

WHEEEE~~ i f-ing hate de hot weather ): it cant take it )): make me dun wan go out ))):

GETWELLSOON!

2010-05-25T09:45:00.000-07:00

omg.i wanna go running and playing badminton now. hahas. yeaps. at the tym of 12:52AM. sighs. lucky tmr im gonna go gymmmmm~~ hopefully and i cross fingers tat i can actually LOSE MORE WEIGHT!! omg. i feel superb fat la x.x

JY ELAINE!! YOU CAN DO IT DE (L) :D

honestly, tell me that its over.

2010-05-25T07:47:00.000-07:00

i miss my hammyyyyyys~~ ))':
RIP to yunnx's cookie also. no more squeak squeak when i go her hse le )':

most of all,

I MISS AHMA T.T
she went to a far far away land 2yrs ago.. a place with peaceful people. and she can communicate wit all kind of languages. thats wad she said actually. i miss her new year goodies, her mooncakes, her ba zhang and everything she cook )):

i dunno why i wanna post this.. but i really really miss them. especially my ahma(L). love u always!

well.. i noe u wanna show ur love towards us. especially to me. but u don understand the reasons WHY i dun wan u to bring my things fer me. i noe its rush. u dun let me learn now i still got to learn it SOMEDAY. imagine i start learning this at 20++ years old? ppl are gonna laugh at me la. zzz. and could u please stop being so sacastic alright? seriously, i had enuff.

2010-05-24T08:39:00.000-07:00

yayyyy~ my muscle aches are arriving. hellooo~ im waiting fer u at de door. kindly just push de doorbell and there will be immediate answer to it (x lalala~!

i hope i lost weight. bottom-line is to kick off de fats from de huge amount of chocolates i am eating recently. i can basically munch on it fer the whole day and my mummy's gonna nag at me fer eating her chocolates =x LOL! im gonna stop my supper routine. just drink water and slp early i hope? wheee~~

school... another headache. i just hope to get my brain to start to function(:

pleasedontleavemespeechlesswhenireallywannatalktoyou..

2010-05-22T04:25:00.000-07:00

at uncle's hse nowww :D having 30 bucks KFC delivery. later parents gonna come back wit tse char. and 110++ sakae sushi gonna come~!! omgggggg. i need to exercise alr!!! )):

jay chou changed his singing style alr. i need to get used to it(: CHAOrenBUhuiFEI (Y)

EAT NOW SUFFER LATER. thats de only thing i can do now. LOL

2010-05-19T08:02:00.000-07:00

lalalalalalalalalalalalalas~~~ i am pretty sure my muscles are gonna ache anytym from now. whoots. de sour feeling will be here to stay (Y) somehow i actually lyk it :DD dun ask me why. im special :P and this special girl deprive slp. so i guess im gonna go prepare to meet my lovely bed alr. nighttts :D

u are not hurt. u are just disappointed why we grow up so fast.

2010-05-16T08:17:00.000-07:00

i just dont get it.
why the sky is blue.
why trees are green.

maybe they are meant to be tat way?
maybe thats called nature?

i wanna live on properly.
dun wanna regret.
yet u are still living in de past.
how can i do so when u are lyk tat?

while everyone else is moving on smoothly, i am the only one struggling to survive.

f-U-c-k

2010-05-15T02:32:00.000-07:00

sharks. today's a saturday. yet i dun get my saturday break. so frustrated today. imagine waking up to listen to someone screaming into phone -.- it totally spoiled my mood. lyk ROARRRS! i can explode. its just i choose not to. why must u be lyk tat? everyone's a grown up. dunnid to treat us lyk babies, and feeling disappointed when we are not.

probably that run wasnt called running. my muscles dun feel the strain?

2010-05-13T08:52:00.000-07:00

my mood swang with de weather.

2010-05-11T07:37:00.000-07:00

the weather is having mood swings recently. tmr im gonna take a big break! whoots. meeting my loves :D its gonna be a fun day (L) hope my mood swings will swing away (Y)

i have no idea of wad u are thinking now. i only noe tat u are someone close and i cannot hate u. its tough to talk to u at tyms. u tried v hard to get into our world. but its just to concerning. and.. sometyms bugging =/ i told myself to bare. and keep repeating how to appreciate u. and sometyms, sorry seems to be the hardest word.

2010-05-10T07:28:00.000-07:00

wellwellwell. just when i tot wk 3 is hectic, wk 4 is even more hectic la x.x sharks. bleahs. now only monday =/ andand i wan exercise. no tym!! hahas. reports reports reports. when will you go away? im alr sick and tired of u ): theres no medicine to cure my illness. sighs. and my body always kanna cramp. isit a bad sign? i hope nth is happening to me =/

i prefer you as a friend(:

2010-05-09T09:36:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
i love u mummy (L)

i have been bombarding my phone wit alot alot alot of pictures recently ((: so much tat de media is always not found x.x omg. scared me to death. i tot my pic all gone. but a sigh of relieve (: i managed to get it back. whoots! phone is weird recently =x prob i will post it here if i got de tym. tmr need hand in report. hopefully i can have it done. and not late fer de lesson tmr ^^ last week i was an hr late cus i tot it starts 10 -.-

GAMBATEH TO ME ^o^

2010-05-07T05:01:00.001-07:00

trah-la-la. today i ate a few mouth of beehoon before coming out (: nicenice! brought my ock curry puff to sch eat. treat tat as my brunch. wheee~ nicenice. just tat if its warm, more shiok :D de weather is getting on my nerves. i always wonder if i can just stay hme everytym i open de door to go out. de sun is so freaking bright. and de heat all rushed towards me. sighs.. if no sch.. i would have stayed hme until de rainy season arrives. came hme eat de same beehoon. 1.5 bowls fer lunch cum dinner. yayy! i lyk beehoon :D (Y) tmr is a saturdayyyy~ wheee~ so fast. seemed lyk de last wkend was only yesterday x.x

2010-05-06T06:38:00.000-07:00

tmr got games presentation. hope im in my best of condition, best of temperature and best of mood to do debrief (:

GAMBATEH ELAINE (Y) :D

2010-05-02T09:37:00.000-07:00

some random pics that somehow gets me smiling (:

i believe my last post of phiccs were a long long long LONG tym ago. hahas! =x

2010-04-29T09:06:00.000-07:00

this pic v cute XD

i lyk it alot ^o^

agree with me, u will be happy.

disagree with me, u are just wasting ur tym :D

sayo~! (:

ilearnthowtopretend.

2010-04-28T05:43:00.000-07:00

today got math quiz. its lyk super fast. last sem its every 3 wks one quiz. this is only 2nd week. hahas. den de oriented obj lesson was slack. practically it was redundant. can go hme =x ahhas!

went eat mac cone wit meh meh after sch ((: my mood was happy after tat ^o^ ahhas. her friend gave her present. LOLS. super funny -.- took pic also ;D den my phone suddenly went berserk. when i wan view de pics de media cannot be found! lyk omg. i was practically off-ing and on-ing it begging fer de media to be back. not first tym alr =/ andand. she dun wan take pic wit me lor )): sadded.

well i wonder, could it be.when i was dreaming bout u baby u were dreaming of me.

~~call me stupid, call me blind. to still be suffering its stupid after all of this tym.~~

2010-04-27T09:19:00.000-07:00

i did this quiz. super kewl!! :D

wad ridiculous surgeries should you get?

elaine, you should...
Have your stomach expanded so you can constantly eat chocolate
cake.

2010-04-27T06:34:00.000-07:00

week 2 pass so fast. nearly half week over alr
how i wish week 3 nvr come =/
maybe you will never noe. but the scar will be there ferever.

2010-04-26T05:44:00.000-07:00

bleahhhs. second week alr. as usual i made my alarm snooze alot of tyms(: in de end i got sick and tired of hearing it so i went to off it and went prepare fer sch. hahas! sometyms sch can be fun too. cus of u gals tat made my day xD thank you and youuuus (:

nearly froze in sch today cus i nvr bring jacket =/ first tym in sch, I FELT LYK IM IN GENTING ;D i see... misty windows, wet roads out the window. temperature COOLING (L) wonder if tmr will rain leh ^o^ i will prepare my cardi if i remember ((:

ok. i got things due in wk 3. and its not only 1. yet i dun wan start =/ howhowhow!? i only noe how to type how sia. omg. no actions done. shld slap myself to start alr =x hope it helps (:

BYES!

2010-04-25T09:32:00.000-07:00

no matter how i rotate this pic, it always come out lyk this. so i gave up.

hahas. just wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEHMEH ^o^ paiseh so late post. i only used my comp at night =x

tmr lesson agn. ROAR. today is slp day ;D so tired la. sighs. it result in me not slping now =/ gonna do so soon. if not tmr cannot wake up. and i dun wan late ar! got 5min allowance nia. stingyyy cher =xx

2010-04-23T10:13:00.000-07:00

the way we held each other's hand.

the way we talked, the way we laughed.

i felt so good to find true love,

i knew right then and there u were the one.

whenwillmyfairytalecommence?

2010-04-22T07:32:00.000-07:00

tmr is a FRIDAYYYY ~~ :D

going out tmr ((x fer dinner. wheee~ as of wad i heard it would be. i tink i will look super duperbly blur tmr. my eyes are falling down alr =/ gonna slp soon! i hope i will not be late tmr ar. once i late, i will continue to be late. LOLS! dun worry, its already tested 100% true (:

got reports needed to be handed in in week3 alr ): sounds super fast lor. 1 week alr pass le. and usually first week of sch i v blur one. can directly say i nvr learn anything =xxx i hope i can catch up soon. hopefully. i dun wan year 2 to pull my gpa down ):

bleahhhh~! today go sch practically fer nth? hahas. first lesson i was daydreaming. but i ans de cher qns! she so cute ^^ ahhas (x den had long break. nvr eat much. ate 1 slice of honeydew fer breakfast. den went configure win7. after dat no appetite to eat alot so buy choc ice blend drink. and den went lessons. course manager teaching us lab fer tele tech. LOLS. ahhas(x went mac eat ice cream before going hme :D but sian la. 1 person sit there eat ice cream =/ i tink i daydream alot -.- its either that or i sat there and emo while staring into blank space. LOL! i nvr think alot. just a little lesser than last tym(:

my panda eyes confirm come out alr. it will definately match my black outfit ^o^ -.-

udunmakemefeelspecial.thanksalot.

2010-04-21T05:58:00.000-07:00

today is a total blur day fer me. kinda oblivious to de things ard me =/ sometyms i feel lyk sitting down on de ground and draw circles only. lessons make me emo and i feel lyk im living in my own world =x i wan it to be better la.

i tink my mood changed to de emo mode alr. alot ppl say de things i write v emo o.o and im tinking quite true ar? ; i dunno why too. im trying to put my emotions straight. i dun wan be saddddd ;xx i wanna concentrate in lessons and its de toughest thing to do =/ howhowhow??? ;

well well. i got tricked by de weather everyday. when i tot i would rain, it nvr. when i tot it would be sunny, it always appear de opposite -.- im practicing on my sixth sense fer de weather everyday. and it nvr improves )):

anyways. im sorry if i step on ur nerves in anyway anyday. SORRY (: ~~i tink this post v will appear v emo? =/~~

2010-04-19T05:07:00.000-07:00

I FREAGGING NEED TO SCREAM NOWWWWW.

zzz. first day of sch and i start missing my holi alr ): year 2 dun feel nice at all. seriously. how... x.x dead. from next wk on i cannot be late fer first lesson ): only a grace period of 5min given! if not considered late -.- sighs. was looking forward to lessons today morning. yet it kanna dampened alr. wad a wet blanket ))x sighs to power of infinityyyy~

anyways. saw my grp of freshies today. ahhas((: was late? by a few minutes nia =x fer tmr lessons, i really pray fer better lessons ahead (: pls dun dampen my hopes agn? im not really bringing them high up. just around eye lvl ^^

im crossing my fingers straight. plsplsplspls?????

2010-04-18T07:40:00.000-07:00

BAMM!

hello earthlings (: tmr will be my start of my YEAR2's lyf journey. wahahahs. sounds fun yet tough ;s anyways, my childish side must not overwhelme my mature side... HOPEFULLY :DD

anyways. this holi was de best i have so far. whoots! i met up wit KEBY, besties, first camp experience, learn new stuffs, do charity, meet new ppl and many more ;D a holi i've not wasted much of my tym. wheee~~ i really really had fun wit de ppl i interacted with. and not to say TM1001 ;D they are great ppl XD

hope tmr sch will go on fine. and good lecturers to lead us also =x craps. had bad experiences last year =xx LOLS! one ting that upset me is that we got no afternoon classes )): sobb. my panda eyes are gonna be thick skin and appear thicker soon DD:

2010-04-16T03:07:00.000-07:00

holidays are endinggggg )): yet i dun feel tat sch is starting =x anyways. i had my first tym in joining camps in de holi ;D at least im not bored most of de tym. funfunfun! but its dreadfully tiring la. after de camp i practically dragged my body hme x,x and rite. fmo was funnn ((: too bad its only one day =/ after fmo i felt completely dead x.x LOLS. anyways i lyk this holi la ;D

2010-04-11T07:08:00.000-07:00

feel unique. theres only one YOU in this world ^^

tmr is gonna be tiring. i hope the 2 days will move v smoothly and i can not be me during de orientation (: wish me luck! curse me and you will lose more hair ((: lols! jk xD

2010-04-08T23:50:00.000-07:00

the sun is so glaring hot nowadays. the weather is weird too. i hope it will be windy later ;D and i tink it will cus darks clouds are here agn! ok. not really dark. just parts of de sky. wheeee~ hms. holidays are ending. soon sch will start =/ i hope it goes well. year 2 sounds freaking kewl yet tough ;s i tink i will change. hahas! in terms of dressing and attitude? i dunno. just change fer de better i hope ;x

2010-04-08T07:05:00.000-07:00

tym is wad i need. yet its wad im lacking of now.

i lost my dreams. if you happen to pick it up, please return it to me? thanks (:

2010-04-07T09:27:00.000-07:00

having flu is lyk de most annoying thing ever. especially when u need to get something done but ur nose is interrupting u to concentrate -.- i dunno why but im vulnerable to it )): flu bugs directly attact me. hahas. summore sch is a place dats infested wit flu bugs x.x sharks!! medicines only make me drowsy. it dun cure my flu at all )x

2010-04-06T08:53:00.000-07:00

sighs. sch will commence soon. so fast. i still tot my holi v long lor x.x sighs. i now left wit half my holi. gonna live it to de fullest if i can ;D and i chose gsm alr(: yayy. got my tymtable. hmms.. wasting alot of tym in sch =/ hahas! i shld not be here now x.x i need rest. tiredtiredtired. bleahhhs!

2010-04-02T11:21:00.000-07:00

omg. 2.23am now! 1min later den de post i started on yesterday x.x anyways, taps on my shoulder ^^ i blog fer consequtive 5days? hahas! (Y) hmmms. tmr gonna go baibai my grandma. second year alr )x i still kinda miss her. wonder how shes doing. i miss her delicacies. new year goodies, tang yuan, zhong zi.... and many more! just wanna eat these agn. tmr gonna wake up early =/ and im stil awake. omggggg.

i dun wanna blog at 2.24am tmr x.x anyways i dun tink i will blog? cant guarantee.

2010-04-01T11:22:00.000-07:00

the tym reads 2.22am and im not in bed ;o i shld be soundly aslp now -.- and i promised i wont touch my comp ): LOLS well.. its alr broken =x anyway, recently i have been having weird dreams. REAL WEIRD! wont happen in reality de type :/ wonder later will i have another. hahas! dam retard feeling when i wake up. and i wonder did i slptalk when im slping =xx ahahs! OFF TO BED (L)

2010-03-31T07:40:00.000-07:00

im so in love wit baby blue now! omg. im having babybluecraves! everything tats in blue simply perks me up :D imagine i see blue flowers o.o i tink i go gaga alr lor =/ LOLS! holiday excitement gone down alr. have been staying hme fer... 3days? lost count alr. but nvrm! im gonna be up and out tmr :DD whooooots~! so long comp. im not gonna touch u tmr. prob at night so dun miss me! (:

wellwell.. see.. now we got nth to talk. not even hi.

2010-03-30T08:22:00.000-07:00

Just let the music blast
We gonna do our dance (:

did u regret wad u said? cus i felt it that way. those things u told me last tym aint important anymore. we are back to the strangers we've been.. familiar strangers.

if you tink de above is talking abt u.. u are thinking too much (:

2010-03-29T06:54:00.000-07:00

afterall, i hope you learnt to let go of something you cant own (:

..Tomorrow is a mystery to me -

2010-03-28T08:56:00.000-07:00

why isit when i want a thing something always separate me from it. when i dun wan it, that thing that obstructed me mysteriously vanished? that feeling sucks big tym ): well, i din get it in de end. so it din bother me much (: it actually got into my head that the earlier you let go, u actually regret lesser ;D ..... i guess?

u told me i was pretty but i looked lyk a mess.

2010-03-23T07:37:00.000-07:00

23 March 2010 - result day
- outing day
- free b&j ice cream day
- my phone went gaga
- the day where msn have a huge problem

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yeaps. so many things happen today. hahas. woke up at ard 11 and was pestered to see results. then, out to meet my beloved ppl (L) ((x they got me my belated cake and forced me to finish up before i go hme xD so bad rite.. wheee~ had fun ;D watch "remember me". was confused at first. wahahas.

now my phone got prob ): it cant read de sim card. sharks. my earpiece also having prob. song cannot be heard on de left side no matter how many tyms i pluck de earpiece in and out of my phone! i look lyk a retard on de train today x.x i feel weird listening through one side of my ear. its stressing my right ear! ;/

i cant see ppl online on msn ):

2010-03-22T05:49:00.000-07:00

whether if this holi is REALLY good will depend on de results tmr .
v v v scared!! x.x

if i..... choy! how? ):
if i..... CHOY how?? )):
if i..... CHOYCHOYCHOY how??? )))x

aiyoooos..
jyjy. all de best to ppl who are getting ur results. lets all chiong fer de best (:

2010-03-21T08:50:00.000-07:00

tmr is start of sch fer most students including my sis. jyjy. first day is usually fun. but subsequently it will be sian alr =x kik de monday blues away!! (:

im back to de part of lyf to make decision agn =/ i dunno how to judge too. its an easy qn. just yes or no. yet it can take me dinosaur years to ans. i noe im v indecisive. come down to this type of thing, i just cannot come to a conclusion. pardon me if im slow yea? mayb u can give up on de qn thats asked too. i dun mind =x

u might tink im a nice gal. but i dun deserve all this. im sorry if i break ur heart or wad. just tat i just wan us to be friends now.